Monday, January 24, 2005

y iS tiS hAppEninG

i juz heard de news tt my juniors r having conflicts again... de westzone is nearing n i'm worried for dem.. wad de hell is happening!? i hav walked through tis road n i cannot turn back animore.. the yr hab passed de competitions had end.. we hab thousands of regrets bt we cannot make it rite animore... we fumbled at de wrong moment.. we made it to de zone finals... we made it top of our grp.. bt we fumbled at de match against nygh.. n we lost our spirit lost our moral.. we went all de way down at de 3 n 4th placing.. we ended up wif a 4th... i would nber forget de look in our eyes... in coach eyes... we do not gib a damn for the 4th trophy.. we can do w/o it.. prize giving day should b happy for us.. bt when we took de bus n saw de stadium.. we r nt at all excited.. as we approach de stadium.. watery eyes.. painful memories flashed through our minds.. bt before we went into de stadium we forced a smile out... we encourage each other as a team.. things went well in nationals until de last game.. against wrs.. we r nt under stress as we r already out.. bt we lost... de last game of our sec sch life ended juz like tt... we cried.. almost all of us.. we feel de pain.. we bu gan xin.. bt wad can we do.. i hate myself for not performing.. i regret tt i didn train well enough.. although coach may act unreasonable at times.. he's a gd coach.. no coach would give out treats to his students like he did.. no coach would buy us things.. he's pay was nt much bt he's willing to give up more juz for us.. we felt guilty.. we ended up in tt way.. full of regrets.. i do not wan my juniors to walk de same road as us.. do not giv up ur last yr like we do.. do not hab ani regrets... u wan to quarrel u can wait till after de match.. it's de last time u go out as a team like tis... pls dun b childish at a moment like tis.. it's crucial.. dun nt let ur emotions control u.. dun gu fu coach.. gu fu us (seniors).. most impt.. gu fu urself.. dun let all ur sweat.. tears.. experience... efforts go to a waste.. do not follow in our footsteps... if ani of u happen to c tis entry pls try to resolve wadeva conflict u hab.. u will not hab a chance to turn back..
-regrets mean that you had not done ur best-

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