hmm.. it was long since i updated.. well.. nth much realli happened.. ytd went joscelin's house to play mahjong.. monkey was de biggest winner haha.. gonna gt some treats frm her.. was fasinated by jos's dog.. it was cute!! haha bt i'm afraid of dogs.. bt i still managed to touch him a few times.. look like a soft toy.. haha.. jos's house realli has lots to eat.. n my fridge is always empty.. nth to serve de guests.. so next time pls buy stuff before coming to my house!! haha..
hmm tml gonna gt news bout de moderation.. was quite relief after toking to miss yew.. before tt i was like hanging halfway.. wasn't even sure of wad is going to happen.. feel very tired of sch.. hope everything will go well in de future..
training had resumed.. quite ok.. wasn't realli very tough compared to de mr tay's training.. bt well at least we are learning as we go along.. monkey mentioned tt de team wasn't bonded together.. bt well.. it's hard to bring everyone together.. any comments or suggestions?! let's hope tt we will have a trip overseas den.. haha.. it's easier tis way..
have to do de op slides le.. and there's hw to b completed!! oh ya.. jj had a small black out on fri.. lasted for de whole day though.. phy lect was cancelled was quite happy bout it.. haha cuz we're having phy for 3 hrs due to de phy prac turned tutorial.. most of us were hoping tt lessons would b cancelled for de whole day bt.. fat hope!! we still hab to carry on wif lessons in a dark n warm situation.. bt it wasn't realli tt bad afterall... life is never smooth sailing rite... becuz of a survey.. i found out tt there are hypocrites in my class!! n it was so unexpected can.. never judge a book by it's cover sia...

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didn update for some time.. promos had ended.. n well.. results are all out.. as expected.. failed all a subs.. haiz.. suddenli i c no light in front of mi.. mayb i expected for a miracle? i dunno.. bt i'm still hoping tt somehow de teachers can pull mi up.. bt mayb i shld realli think bout other alternatives.. even if i gt promoted m i able to pull myself up?! or do i realli deserve another chance?! haiz.. i dunno anithing.. i'm juz hoping for de best.. i dunno wad to tell mi parents.. i dunno wad to expect.. i dunno wad to do.. i juz feel so lost... had training on mon.. realli didn feel like going.. didn wan anyone to ask mi bout my results.. i tried so hard to hide everything.. heng training was quite ok.. manage to pass tt few hrs.. feeling some aches now.. haha old liaoz..
had been watching stairway to heaven tis few days.. it's nice n touching bt i didn cry at all.. haha no heart.. i like de song.. n chengjun is beri beri shuai!! as usual.. korean shows almost have de same plot.. n i noticed tt they almost cry in every disc.. bt well.. to find a guy like chengjun i think it will onli happen in dramas.. haha..
i feel so tired.. i juz hope tis wk will pass quietly....

when i'm going through all tis.. who was there for mi?

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ok.. officially 2 down.. another 2 to go.. 1st papers were gp n chi.. write till my hand nearli fei diao.. i think my compo didn realli do well.. n my aq wasn't very well written.. towards de end i panicked n i think i wrote craps.. haiz.. chi essay was ok.. de topic was quite easy.. i wrote de 1 on ou xiang haha.. bt dun think i'll gt high marks lahz.. my chi so horrible haha.. de han zi part i think i'm lucky enough to gt 1 correct haha.. well.. dunno how i will do for de paper too.. shall nt make any guesses.. todae had econs paper.. think i will fail de essays!? 25 marks i write 2 pages onli n de 15 marks i write 2 para!?!? n my whole hand is covered by liquid paper.. haiz.. data response de first 10 marks was ok.. bt later 10 marks was horrible.. de part i tot wasn't important come out.. killed me right on de spot.. 5 marks i didn write much.. think de 4 marks part i oso writing crap.. shall keep my fingers cross... hope i can still pass overall.. if nt i'm soo dead... aniway i slacked a lot todae.. watched tv de whole day.. scv n tapes of shows tt i recorded for de past wk.. so relaxing haha..
backtrack a little.. went mac study wif nu er on sun.. atualli it supposed to b on sat bt.. well she slept late so muz let her slp more n when she's awake it's my turn to feel slpy haha.. so postponed to sun.. went down quite late bout 430.. studied a little as i wait for her to come.. haha.. she came at bout 5 plus bahz.. didn realli tok for some time so i manage to cover bout 1 or 2 topics.. think she manage 1 or 2 pages.. oppz.. after tt feel so bored n started chatting wif her.. haha we left bout 9 plus 10 bahz.. chatted for quite long.. accompanied her sit 99 home while i take de rounding.. chose a wrong seat cuz de air con was blowing directly n it was an empty hole! so we were veri cold.. nearli shaking haha.. bt it was blowing directly at her.. poor thing.. after she gt down de bus i changed a seat where i could adjust de air con.. it's nt so cold afterall haha.. felt a little guilty cuz i was de 1 hu asked her out to study n ended up chatting more den studying haha.. oppz.. mayb wasted her 3 to 4 hrs.. actualli wanted to call her out again during de 3 days of study break i hab.. bt i slacked on mon n went studying on tues wif manying n mama and we ended up chatting lots bout vb haha.. all de happy memories brought back.. bt well did manage to study a little.. haha didn wan to disturb nu er on wed as it was de last day to chiong.. haha.. so eventualli i slacked more den i studied.. final outcome.. don't noe yet bt i'm keeping my fingers crossed till de final verdict......