Tuesday, January 31, 2006

happy new yr!!

happy new yr peps.. so fast.. celebrations ending le.. hab to go back to sch again.. sigh.. visited both my mum n dad sides.. bt i think i like going to my dad's side more.. mayb cuz i onli gt to c dem once a yr!? or mayb their side more educated n there's more cousins which r closer in age wif mi.. bt as usual.. went dad's side for half de afternoon onli.. n my grand aunts are all old n weak?! like wad dad said.. (kinda bad lahz) mayb after 2 more yrs we dun hab to visit dem le.. kinda sad lahz.. hope everything goes well for dem tis yr.. din gt to c pretty aunt n rich cousins tis yr.. u c de reasons y i keep forgetting their names?! i dun gt to c dem often!! mayb if i'm lucky.. once every 2 yrs or even 3.. went home around 3 n i arranged some prog for myself..
went to watch i not stupid 2 wif bear n ah ma.. quite a nice movie.. n i think it's worth de ticket price lahz.. at least it reflects real life.. de problems between those "old" teachers n students.. de rebellious part of our life.. de 2 extreme kind of parents tt some of us have.. there were furni scenes n touching scenes as well.. i would highly recommend u all to watch it.. n i hope parents would oso watch it.. de movie is trying to tell all parents love their children bt it's always a question about expression..
joshua side: dad is an ex-convict.. keeps hitting him.. tok vulgarities.. as a result.. son kena expel.. join gang.. smoke.. enjoys hitting ppl.. n dun understand his father's love for him.. onli when he's father is dying den he realise everything.. bt it's too late lahz..
shawn side: parents too engross in making money.. giving him a house with everything bt end up it's even more empty to him.. as a result.. son gets rebellious.. gt public canning..
there's tis part which is so sad lahz.. de little bro of shawn.. saves up all his money.. sell his fav pokemon cards n even resort to stealing juz to use money n buy his father's time to watch his concert.. n when he was caught stealing.. he was even canned by his dad..
there's so much more lahz.. shld watch it urself to know more.. very meaningful movie..
dad's going abroad soon.. dunno how my life is going to change.. without him in de house.. it's always empty with mi with de four walls.. although having him makes no diff cuz he does his things n i do mine.. bt at least there's some noise around.. sis n mum always not around.. sigh.. it's going to b quite a bad yr for dragon babies i think.. haha bt it's always up to u to believe or not.. wadeva it is.. i hope everything goes well throughout de yr for mi n my family n everyone of u out there..

Sunday, January 22, 2006

oppz.. haven been blogging for wks.. shld say i have no time.. or say i'm purely lazy.. up to u lahz..
anyway.. update a little.. our class been busy preparing for de cny decos at de canteen n concourse area.. actualli juz doing something simple like making lanterns n hanging de sakura flowers.. feel a bit like de production line when we have to tie de strings onto de lantern haha.. anyway it was fun doing it lahz.. joked n laugh along de way too..
econs tutorials was quite horrible de past wk.. miss chin is going like a bullet train esp after she scolds us for not settling down.. dun really understand.. n we hab to copy n listen n at de same time figure out which part of de notes she's toking about.. although she's fast.. bt she still haven finish de lecture on tis chap.. bt anyway.. i have a bad feeling of de coming test..
went shopping ytd at town.. bought a watch which wasn't my first choice.. as in de 1 i saw at first which i really wanna buy.. bt anyway i still lurve my watch.. it's a mambo watch tt cost onli 104 after discount.. de initial 1 tt i wanna buy cost 139.. it sure looks nicer den de previous 1 n cheaper!! so happy.. haha..
think we walk for a long time in town.. busy trying on clothes haha.. manying end up din buy her bikini partly becuz we wanted to go n eat le lahz.. haha.. she beri fickle de.. a while wan a while dun wan.. so we gave her more time to think haha.. i tried on lots of clothes too cuz mi aim was to pull dem along to help mi choose cny clothes.. most of de stuff tt i tried was like de last piece?! so if dun hab my size den can't buy le.. after a whole day of shopping i bought a top n a skirt chosen by jos.. shopping queen is a gd adviser.. haha bt they made me try so many clothes lahz.. so tired oso.. haha.. actually wanna buy shorts too.. bt either no size or too ex or din c nice ones.. anyway.. i'm done wif cny shopping.. yay!!
oh ya.. we oso had a small vb gathering wif de seniors on fri.. went jp to eat dinner.. actualli wanted to go swensens bt it was kinda full house n we were a big grp so end up we slack at 1 corner while some of dem went to check out where gt place for us to eat.. feng even called de pizza hut delivery to ask if there's space at taman jurong's outlet.. lol.. it's like so cartoon lahz.. when we called de outlet n nearly reserved places, jp's 1 had place for us so feng was like "oh it's ok there's seats at de jp's outlet bye" n she hung up without allowing dem to say anithing haha.. anyway.. it's fun to have a gathering wif dem.. shld organise such outings more.. bt quite sad cuz not much gers (seniors) were there.. after eating mama lyn n my came my house for a short mahjong session.. it's a fun day as well.. lol!

Thursday, January 05, 2006

tis is a new yr and a new start for everyone.. firstly, wish everyone a happy 2006 and may ur road be smooth always..
shall start wif de countdown.. went boon lay to countdown on new yr's eve.. been going there for bout 3 yrs le.. haha i noe it's boring bt no choice lahz.. lazy to go n squeeze wif ppl.. n wad's impt is de company u're in.. nth much happened lahz.. juz tt we sat a free bus ride home cuz de bus is packed wif ppl n we eventually went in frm de back door.. n for ur info.. there's no entry scanner at de back door..
1 bad news at de 1st day of sch (wad a way to start tis yr..) i still failed 1 sub.. bt eventually.. principal let all of us promote.. juz like wad mr tay said.. it's bad n gd news.. he actually came over after work to have a tok wif mi.. juz to give me some advices bahz.. all along i noe tt i'm a person without goals bt it took me tis long to realise tt how dangerous such a situation is.. so for now.. i'm in search for a target which i can work towards to..
shall share some of mr tay's words..
how do u define a millionair? a rich man or someone who had struck toto?! for him.. a millionair is someone who can lose a million onli to earn it back.. and someone who had struck toto is juz a rich man wif a million dollar in his pocket..
i'm quite amazed tt he can actually say out some of our character.. and it's all quite true.. de time i spent wif him is onli about 2 mths plus.. (until vb finals..) n he could already see our character through our actions.. n de reason behind my constant failure is because i have no goals.. no ambition to work towards to.. so i juz anyhow walk which is de first step off de path..
next is some chim chim china words.. bt i juz roughly describe bahz.. first is xiu shen which is cultivate urself.. den ding jia.. which is after cultivating urself den u can stablise ur family.. family is very impt cuz in times of danger mayb all ur frens may not help u.. n if anything goes wrong in life u can jolly well go home n cry.. next is ping guo.. which is after u kao dim urself n family den u can look at de larger picture which is ur country.. n finally something related to world de.. (too noisy can't hear him say..) bt i roughly gt de idea lahz.. it's step by step process.. so now i muz xiu shen first.. n schs are meant to let u cultivate urself..
i've set some new yr resolutions which i seldom make.. cuz i'm juz living day by day without any plans..
1. noe wad is my target..
2. strive towards my target..
3. learn to be more decisive.. (instead of anything all de way..)
4. learn to stand up from set backs..
and my wish for new yr is to do well in my studies.. or rather improve lahz.. cuz now is really beri jia lat.. if i sidetrack along de way.. someone pls remind me.. cuz i noe i have weak determination.. i'm easily swayed!!