hmm.. it's been a long time since i blogged.. as while as online lahz.. tis few days had been so hectic for mi... i think tt tis yr shld b de best yr for mi bahz.. first i did not so bad for my o's den wif 16 pts i gt posted to jj n into sci stream.. haha.. hope de luck doesn't ends here.. tis wk was orientation.. had to wake up earli.. n it's suddenly lor i tot april den going to sch so i can slowly adjust my slpin time.. now i haven even prepare jiu muz wake up so earli le.. haha tt's y i'm always slping on weekends.. so tired lorz.. 1 day de most 7 hrs.. bt i need 12 hrs of slp.. haha.. i noe lahz i'm a typical pig..

hmm.. competition coming soon.. like not prepared lorz.. it's like we're still lacking so many things.. our opponents i oso dun quite like dem.. haha.. bt it's rumors tt "they" r there lahz.. dunno if it's true oso.. bt we wun b scared of dem.. humph.. snobbish ppl dun come to a gd end.. hahaha..

aniway.. tis few days orientation learn cheers n dances.. de dances quite interesting lahz haha.. bt too bad my dance partners cannot make it.. haha.. think i muz change my lifestyle le.. cannot b lazy le.. i like dun hab much time lor.. bu shi study jiu shi training.. trainings till so late somemore.. scared i cannot make it lehz.. muz fa fen tu qiang.. wish mi luck lahz.. muz cut down on tv.. n slp haha.. haiz.. dread such life bt i dun wan retain or wad lehz.. so muz sacrifice lorz.. ok back to orientation.. i'm having camp tis thurs fri sat.. shld i say yay!? hmm.. think i'll nt b having as much fun as others bahz.. u noe y?! cuz mr tay will excuse us in de afternoon for training... ahh!!! i'm gonna b so tired lor.. think i no mood enjoy de games oso.. aniway hope i still feel tt de camp is fun lahz.. n training hope it wun b so tough.. dun wanna vomit everytime i go for training haha.. most importantly.. hope i'll lose some weight on de way.. haha i'm getting fat!! oki shall blog more when i use de com which 1 think will b after de camp! my sis lending her laptop to others.. haiz hab to fight for com wif my dad.. hope he go n play more golf or wad lahz.. so i can use de com haha..

-kl trip-

yay.. i'm back!! haha hmm shall say tt in general de trip was alrite... although there r several factors tt make de trip imperfect... firstly.. de food wasn tt fantastic.. secondly it wasn very clean there.. or mayb i'm juz not used to it so i fell sick on de second last day which was quite fortunate cuz there's no more training.. onli shopping haha.. bt i'm not de onli 1 tt's having stomach problems.. manying, fengyi n hf (slight) oso hab.. manying was very furni lahz.. came up my room to use de toilet haha.. think onli mi n hf noe wad happen.. was hilarious... we had a few frenli matches there.. was quite fun.. had very close games.. our opponents were like middle age ppl.. bt they're still beri strong.. heard tt they're m'sia ex national or state players.. we played a few sets.. gt win gt lose.. bt really beri close fight.. think we're improving.. nt a very strong team bt definately not weak.. we oso played against japan players.. i love de gifts they gave us.. super nice lorz.. wanna noe wad?! ask mi haha.. bt felt ashamed by de gifts we present... eeks.. jj's postcard n folders.. like of no use lorz... haha laugh a lot along de trip... bt wad i hate most was de long bus rides!! omg.. it's like so near yet de bus ride need an hour or so lor.. de traffic jam in kl... OMG!!! slept a lot in de bus.. bt neck beri pain.. de last nite there was fun bah.. onli tt something happened.. if not it'll b even more fun.. laughed a lot.. they squeeze into my small room haha.. played games n eat n watch tv.. haha.. oh ya did i mention tt my room is small!? unfair lor.. my other teammates room had a queen size bed n a single bed bt mine onli 2 single bed.. some even had sofa lorz... UNFAIR!!! haha n zihui keep laughing at mi saying my room is small.. so bad rite haha.. slept at 4 plus woke up at 7 plus... so tired tt when i came home last nite... close my eyes n slp already.. slept at 11 plus last nite woke up at 12 plus todae haha... even slept a while juz now.. oppz.. i'm a pig haha... have training tml again.. eeks hate shuttle runs.. we're having a frenli wif a south african team on 23rd.. so excited haha..

-stress-

i'm starting to feel de invisible stress tt jcS bring to ppl... n note tt i'm nt even studying yet.. de trainings is enough to take half my life away.. imagine when i hab to struggle between vb n studies.. omg.. ok.. i officially started training on fri.. it was ok.. except for de shuttle run part.. i totally feel like puking n fainting after doing tt.. perhaps my stamina hab drop to zero le.. i feel so lousy.. my first official frenli being a jj player starts on sat.. we vs sqs c boys.. coach even said tt if we won dem we will b first in nationals.. haha dun think tt ppl c boys jiu beri easy to win k.. in fact we lost dem alot.. n they didn use their 100% lorz.. mayb 50% oso dun hab arz.. mr tay had a long tok wif us.. he taught us how to program our tots n analyse de game.. bt i think my brain nt working lahz.. cannot program my tots lehz.. in fact there's hundreds of question marks in my brain lorz.. there's 3 seniors in our team.. it's their last yr le think they oso wanna pia rite.. hope not to bring dem down lahz.. fri going to kl wif dem.. hope i dun die b4 i can return haha.. it will b a tough 4 days to pass..
ok back to de stress.. i start to think bout de subjects.. my studies.. i'm afraid tt i wun b able to pass tis obstacle.. chi... so long didn touch le lor.. n my chi nt solid de lorz.. gp.. my eng oso ban tong shui.. haiz.. nt to mention other subs like physics, econs, maths lahz... econs is a new sub to mi.. maths.. haha my maths already cannot make it.. physics.. hope i still can cope lahz.. i'm starting to regret going to jc.. haiz.. hope my results dun further demoralise mi.. i'm going to hab to cope wif my mum's naggings too.. i guess i muz gib my all for de trainings now cuz if i were to drop out n go to poly next yr... there wun b a chance to compete again.. hope my stamina faster recover.. feel so busy now tt i feel so uneasy.. my days mostly kena chop by trainings n stuff.. wanna relax n go out wif my frens oso hard.. hope they wun kill mi bcuz of tt.. haha mayb i wun drop by for long cuz i now seldom use com n i'm going kl soon.. shall update after my trip bahz...