time for updates!!
hmm.. de matches had started.. i think we did ok for de 1st match bahz.. was quite a gd start except some parts of de match when we kinda lax le.. bt well.. it went smoothly.. de feeling of going back there was pretty gd.. rmb de good old days.. saw mr tay there too.. bt wif a different role.. hope we'll improve as time goes..
had a long day today.. bt kinda fun.. haha.. slacked during pc.. did only 2 stations.. i wanna redo sit n reach!! onli tt gt b.. bt kinda lazy too.. n i might nt do as well.. haha.. contradicting ya!? phys lesson was short as mr sin went through skill a in brief n let us off 15 mins earli!! yay.. n we're still munching on titbits n de gers playing hei bai pei when he was in de class.. kinda bad bt it is lively!! din make mi wanna slp.. econs lect was quite fun too.. we're busy copying or rather they cuz i can't really see clearly.. n miss chin was like bullet train lahz.. (as usual) thus it made copying a rather challenging task.. i wasn't up to it so i began reading de notes n highlighting dem while listening to her n see wad's de relevent pts.. apparantly her scribbles are de notes mayb in greater details?! haha so in de end.. their notes were messy n mine colourful! i found out tt sitting beside jess could make time pass faster.. true joker n entertainer.. lols.. provided she not pms-ing lahz.. was quite sian after econs n plan to pon gp to watch match bt.. well.. decided to b guai n not pon.. think i din really do well for de tca.. din had enough time.. think it's time to manage my time properly.. aq n summary was done in a rush.. like 10 mins for summary n 5 for aq!? completely screwed.. n b4 gp de gers were like crapping bout some classroom romanace.. haha.. my god lahz.. do i look so despo.. bleahz.. used to it le.. mayb someday i will crap along wif dem.. will they think i really like him!? eekz.. haha sounds evil.. blah blah.. all de no 5 r my rumoured bf.. pls queue.. oppz.. juz laming around.. =)
training tml morn.. hope it will turn out fine.. ah man seems quite stress.. hey ger.. relax n enjoy!! dun always blur blur de k.. believe in urself n believe in us.. jia you k!! as i have said.. we aim high bt there's always limits to wad we can do.. as long as there's no regrets.. let de better team win.. =D ok.. kinda tired le.. off to my lovely bed!! taz.. take care everyone..

haven been blogging for quite some time.. dun hab de time to even online..
a div starting soon.. beginning to feel nervous whenever i think of de competitions.. trainings are more frequent too.. bt somehow i feel it wasn't really effective.. i even think it's getting worse day by day.. haiz.. is it de bonding!? or de attitude?! or wad.. somehow i dun really feel confident.. we are really lucky for de draw.. bt so wad if we pass de 1st round.. i noe we hav high chance bt i dun wan to feel really bad after we won.. will we play like we did during trainings? or worse.. or better.. de previous 2 times training wasn't really gd.. n i think my setting beri horrible!! how!!?? when coach say whether we win or lose all lies in my hands (as in setting lahz) .. really feel beri wad lorz.. de pressure is setting in.. i really need de confidence frm my team mates.. bt mama say i shld b de 1 giving dem confi. haiz.. how to?! i really dunno.. any advices? i'm always a beri passive person.. waiting for ppl to give mi confi. for ppl to help.. for everything to come on it's own.. i'm scared if my teammates dun play well.. is it due to me? r they angry at mi for wadeva reasons? once i gt such feelings i will juz drop to de bottom.. how to build up my confi!? jiu ming ar!!
went to watch finals ytd.. de feeling was really gd.. esp when de last pt end.. de jumping n crying n everything was so familiar.. i really dun wan to look on.. i'll miss everything.. lyn said we muz come back again tis yr.. somehow it looked so far frm mi.. bt we'll do our best rite?! i hope there'll b no regrets.. no thinking back on how bad i've done.. wad i shld n shld not do.. cuz it'll b too late.. i'm tired of tis.. there r too many regrets to look back on.. i dun wanna add on to de list.. hope tml's training will b better.. i need something to pull mi back on..
for my team mates.. lets all jia you!! looking forward to de match.. lets have smiles instead of tears k.. i noe we will all miss a lot of lessons during tis period bt dun giv up.. it's normal.. we need 12 hearts beating as 1.. we will catch up after tis ya!?
can't concentrate on my studies now.. it's juz so distracting.. grades is still so horrible.. been hearing a lot of nagging frm de teachers too.. "its already too late to start.. ask ur seniors.. they will call u to start studying now.." give mi some more time..