tis day is really unexpected for me.. haha.. yeps it's de o level results... i tot tt i'll b dead by tis day bt fortunately i did not.. firstly.. i tot tt i'll fail my eng cuz i'm quite positive tt i've written my compo out of point.. y i did well?! might b becuz my words too small tt de examiner can't c n my compre did ok so they assume tt i'm ok.. haha... ok hu cares for de reason.. as long as i did not fail my eng!! n another surprise.. my amaths!! becuz i dun like de teacher... i absolutely lost interest in de subject.. n tt results to my f9S during all de tests.. of cuz i hope to pass lahz.. n i tot i did really lousy for my paper 1... with de easiest 10 pts ques.. i actually cannot do!! n surprisingly.. i passed! it really caught me off guard.. haha... bt lucky lahz.. whether it's luck or i really did put in de effort (did i!?) i'm also happy wif my results lor.. haha.. all de visits to temples does help.. i still offer jossticks before going to sch todae.. haha.. say i'm mi xing.. i dun care... as long as it helps... wad i'm thinking now is wad step i'm going to take next.. shld i go jc or poly.. hmm.. i think it will leave mi pondering bahz.. aniway i'm still elated!! haha... at least i nber gu fu mr soo n mdm yeo.. yeps.. for those teachers i dun like... sorri u didn help mi wif my results.. i refuse to believe tt haha.. u can say it's my own work.. so dun claim de credit.. haha..

it's not tt i have no feel to drop by n put up a post bt wheneva i have de feel... my dad is using.. tis explains de disappearing act.. haha.. hmm.. getting results on mon.. feel a little excited.. bt very scared.. bt wad's done is done so shall not dwell on my results.. something tt is meant to happen.. no matter wad it will still happen..
went back to sch to help coach train juniors.. of cuz i'm taking a pay haha.. bt quite fun lahz..
"neng gou kan dao ni xiao.. wo yi xin man yi zhu"
every sentence hab a full stop.. every start there will b an ending.. love is 1 such start wif an ending.. u c those married couples.. i dun really believe tt in every one of dem there is love.. de onli thing tt made de family b together is responsibility.. tt's y they always quarrel bout money.. ppl say gers r materialistic i prefer to say gers r practical.. hu would wan to marry a guy n lead a hard life.. so i dun believe tt ppl hu stead at a young age will last forever.. mayb it will not even pass 2 yrs.. yet again.. ppl do feel lonely at times n yearn for ppl to care for dem.. so i think it's dumb to ai dao yao si yao huo at tis age.. n de guy can't even support himself wad's more to support u.. we should learn to let go when it's time to let go...

congrats

shall wish my juniors gd luck for tml's match... although i think tt they r quite lucky to hab make it to de finals.. beri happy for dem.. at least they fulfilled our unrealised dream.. hopefully they will even make it to de nationals top 4 bahz... *pray haha.. aniway.. went swimming after their match.. de jaccuzzi at cck was yi ji bang.. bt de other facilities ain't tt fascinating.. still prefered jurong de swimming pool heez..
15/2
some of dem came my house play mahjong n bai nian.. quite fun... bt haven guo ying jiu muz stop le.. cuz my mama coming back haha.. shall call dem come again another day..
16/2
overslept today so didn go watch match.. went gym wif sis.. found out tt i'm so unfit.. haha.. run a while jiu cannot le.. shall go train up my stamina.. at night bai ti gong so slept beri late.. mum cook mee sua n i go add a little liquor to it haha.. taste quite nice.. still gt lots of duck chicken n pig to eat.. wha i'm going to b fat fat fat... haha..

shall blog a little on ytd... actually planned to go k box bt decided not to since it's so ex.. shall make it on other days.. aniway my pri sch fren suddenly invited me to her house... noe y i use suddenly? cuz i'm shocked.. haha not tt we are not on gd terms.. juz tt i haven been mixing around wif dem for de past 4 yrs.. n we met up like once a yr?! on teacher's day.. mayb it's due to yinghan's bday celebration tt we gathered n took notice of each other.. well.. they called me for a mahjong session so y shld i reject?! haha.. hand itchy... actually i tot tt i will b kinda busy so i'll go there later n i'm kinda paiseh tt they hab to push everything back becuz of mi.. luckily in de end.. i did not end up being so paiseh.. when i asked my fren if her parents were home, she said no.. den i didn bring orange.. na li zhi dao all my other frens brought it.. i was so paiseh.. worst still.. my fren still hab oranges to exchange wif us n red packets too.. oh my.. i was sooo embarassed.. played mahjong n blackjack in her house.. real fun.. time seemed to pass very fast.. we reached her house at 5 plus bt in a blink of an eye.. it's already 10 plus.. her fren came late n she click easily wif us haha.. although i still can stay.. 2 of dem wan go so i pei dem lorz.. i went home.. shall find another day to gather again..
today actually wanna invite some of my frens to my house.. bt i really dunno where my maid put de things so i decided to cancel it.. sorri bout it.. shall make it up to u some other days? bt heng they didn come cuz my mum came home at bout 2.30 so it's a phew... if she find mi playing mahjong or drinking red wine without her permission.. i dunno wad will happen haha.. she gave me n my sis 50 dollars as tips as she won money frm her tong xiao mahjong... so gd rite haha.. she muz hab win a lot.. or mayb it's becuz i asked so she gave bt in actual fact she didn win money... i hope it's nt de later one.. it's still considered a gd start of de yr.. hope it will continue for de whole yr.. dragon is lucky tis yr.. yay.. haha..
tml is valentine's day.. too bad no valentine.. bt i still shall lead my life as happy as i can b.. frm now on.. my life will b colourful... yes.. my post will b filled wif colour too.. i'm as happy as a lark... " i wish u happiness.. happy valentine's day!! i will search for my happiness too.. hope it will not be far frm mi... " yes i'm lucky in love tis yr.. hope it will b true oso.. life is full of hope.. without hope there will b no life.. i wan every one to b happy so smile at de end of tis post.. happy valentine's day everyone!! may everyone b happy wif their loved ones.. i shall spend my day wif my passion n a bunch of gd frens... smile! =D

happy new year!

firstly.. happy new year peps.. sorri for not blogging much tis days.. actually there's nth much to b written haha.. ya.. my life is so colourless... can ani 1 add some colour to it?! aniway.. tis yr new yr earnings nt tt much.. seems like my relatives' lives aren't improving.. haha ate a lot in my grandma's house.. feel like a pig already.. well.. her food is delicious haha.. although every yr almost de same.. bt 1 yr eat once mahz.. for tis yr.. shu dragon is de luckiest.. hope it's true for mi.. i need some luck.. haha ok tt's all for day 1..
day 2.. went to my dad's side.. actually i prefer today.. haha.. i feel my dad side more educated n we like gt more link.. more things to tok about too.. n my cousins r somehow still my generation.. haha.. juz older den mi by a few yrs.. my mum's side all speak dialets which i dun understand.. and my cousin not too old jiu too young.. so i dun speak much there.. my dad's side de relatives like mostly old n sickly.. n he so bad lorz.. he say a few more yrs den no need go there le... aniway.. we juz sit a while n tok tok den go another person's house.. went home earli.. bout 5 littat... after tt.. my life is colourless.. haha..
i miss u so much...

-tired-

yawnz.. feel so tired.. after 1 whole wk of continously going out... everyday go c matches.. den go out... transport fee is going to eat up all my money.. imagine i juz topped up 10 bucks on tues n now hab to put another 10 in... haiz... being an adult sux... first.. u r prone to cheats.. second.. u r prone to robbery.. third.. u muz face de cruel world out there.. oh my.. i think my IQ is dropping as i grow older.. i'm in desperate need of work.. ani 1 wanna intro a high paying 1? haha... or i need to eat wind le... hope i gt more "extra" ang baos so i can spend haha... aniway.. congrats to my juniors on winning zheng hua n bpgh.. yupz they r on de road to nationals... 3 cheers for dem.. hopefully they dun lose too badly to jurong.. haha.. oh jurong de no 3.. sutha.. so so qiang.. she improved tremendously.. they trashed zhenghua n bpgh below 10... ya they're tt gd.. hopefully we dun kena trash under 10 oso lahz..
todae went sp.. quite nice lahz.. although didn walk much.. they rushed off to shop haha... mayb i'll end up in sp afterall.. i'm kinda put off by de tot of de "oh big mountain of projects" so i tot mayb ngee ann can slack more haha.. hope i dun make de wrong choice again... my judgement is bad enough.. haha..

so fucking pissed off... there's ppl hu think tt he's a king.. sit there shake leg scolding others... fuck..
ok.. i'm having a pms mood.. wadeva..
todae went to c my juniors match.. kinda disappointed by their performance.. i think they haven stretch to their fullest potential.. c gers lost.. which i think their opponents quite wen.. so it's kinda expected.. b gers won bt i dun think is a glorious 1.. seriously i think they r nt giving their all.. hope tis is a warm up match.. bpgh is nt a fantastic team.. kinda weak if u ask mi.. bt they actually played such a close fight.. well.. at least they won.. hope they perform better at de next match.. played a little vb there.. kinda huai nian.. although i dun like cck haha.. many sad memories there..
no mood to blog furthur.. tata..

-haPPi BdAe-

firstly wanna say happy bday to YANG YINGHAN although i noe she wun c tis haha... hmm.. had a quite joyful day todae.. went to watch match.. de boys match quite nice.. sqs is so qiang.. c chun dee (dunno if there's a mistake) wha... jaw drop... his defence yi ji bang.. kai qiu... amazing.. spiking.. mei de shuo.. he's juz de perfect guy for vb.. haha dun wu hui.. i'm nt falling for him.. juz think tt he makes ppl envy tt he is nt tt tall.. bt hab de almost perfect skills tt everyone wans to acheive.. how amazing... oh ya another guy makes me drool when i c him play... bpgh de libero.. wha he's so cool.. his defence super gd.. n he's encouraging.. his strawberry coach so unreasonable n nearly fight wif de referee.. create such a scene lorz.. nber c b4... well back to de point... de libero actually acted like a middleman.. i think de referee is so correct.. he should teach his coach how to b a better person.. haha.. haven reach acheivement state... such a sore loser...
after de match.. i rush back to jp.. meet yinghan n a grp of frens frm sec sch n pri sch.. a big gathering.. bt as usual guys n gers seperate.. (for pri sch lahz) quite furni at de dinner thing.. we chatted n laugh all de way... i c my pri sch mates so clever all at de top jcS.. 3 at NJ.. 1 at SA.. 1 at AC.. 1 at CJ.. some change quite a lot.. although i juz saw dem during last yr's teacher's day.. gt 2 shou hen duo.. de face frm a bit yuan now is jian de.. n i think he looks quite nice like tt.. they r getting lamer oso haha.. n i think de beri smart guy n old fashion 1 changed de most.. de fact tt he once said he nber watch tv shocked mi.. bt seems like he walked out of tt antique shell.. perhaps i shld nt call him antique le.. haha bt heard tt his class called him old man cuz he gt lots of white hair.. he's nt tt pia le bahz.. can abandon his hw go to eat wif us.. n he said ginny -who's beri stress at nj- beri pia.. dun sound like him.. haha.. aniway.. he's still beri smart.. prelim 4 marks.. it's like wha.... imagine how much i gt.. y muz de world always hab 2 extremes.. well.. ppl frm chinese high is like tt.. bt he's more fun now bahz.. haha.. look forward to seeing dem again... took 2 pics wif dem.. n we went home.. carrying on toking bout lame stuffs in de bus.. quite a nice day rite... haha..