hmm.. didn blog for quite a few days le.. juz some little updates..
had a match wif de malaysian dunno wad team haha bt they r real pros.. some state players or ex state players or national youth players and wadeva.. haha.. even though we lost by quite a lot.. i really enjoyed de game.. to hab de chance to play wif de seniors again.. had a little help frm rena too.. haha.. de score didn realli change much bt at least she helped us gain a few more points.. after de match we were waiting for lunch time to come.. lihui n diana went home to study cuz their mid yr is round de corner.. rena joined us too.. how i wish she will come to jj haha.. realli embarassing cuz we're de onli ones tt wore shorts to de i dunno wad place.. bt seems kinda grand to mi.. sat in a police van on de way there.. was quite comfortable except tt it's very bumpy.. haha wad an experience.. we were laughing all de way there n still laughing during lunch.. some furni events along de way.. it's hard to NOT laugh when u're wif us.. de feeling was realli great n i realli missed all de seniors.. hope there's still chances for us to keep playing as a team.. after lunch we went back to sch for training.. i physcoed rena to jj too haha.. played a little 2 on 2.. was quite fun having her there.. she doubled as a coach.. teaching us stuffs haha.. pros r afterall pros.. =D de day's over bt it's definately worth remembering..
went to sentosa ytd.. had a realli mini gathering.. there's onli 8 ppl.. n onli 3 of us were gers.. pathetic rite.. aniway de weather was gloomy ytd.. realli horrible day if u intend to gt a gd tan.. was raining on n off n there was pratically no sun.. actualli i wasn't realli enthu in going bt i went since i promised jeannie n de weather worsened everything.. anyway.. it wasn't realli boring as we played a little vb.. although they didn noe how to play bt i think it wasn't tt bad for beginners.. saw brenda there too.. think she didn recognise mi.. she's realli skinny in her bikini bt i admired her pacs.. saw a few familiar faces there too.. went of quite earli to play pool.. haha didn realli play beri long bt was quite fun.. laughed a lot throughout de games..
tis is de last wk for de holidays.. didn realli hab time to play cuz there's lessons n lots of trainings.. had lots of uncompleted hw too.. i wonder if i realli can finish dem on time.. aniway.. hope fri sentosa gathering will b successful.. haha if no 1 organise.. i'll realli cry haha.. n i wish tt de sun will b bigbig juz like de time when i went wif dem.. n more ppl to go cuz it'll b more fun!! arghz... hab to finish my hw soon or i'll b dead when sch reopens.. tatazz

finally all de u-19 matches r over.. think de 2nd round matches didn play well bahz.. my setting.. haiz.. getting frm bad to worse.. somebody help!! i think we realli shouldn't hab gt into 2nd round.. like nt taking things beri seriously lehz.. n 1 conclusion.. ppl will think we r realli tyco to win dot.. mayb to us we realli did our best n gt de result we wanted.. bt our best couldn't last.. or mayb we r juz too tired.. tis wk is realli hectic for mi.. frm mon till todae.. non stop.. everyday vb.. eekz.. i notice tt de more i play de more problems i discover.. how how how?!!??! how can i rectify all my que dians!?!? after de finals.. we've been training de new comers.. been training on defence more.. so now my defence better den last time bt my setting.. haiz.. dunno when den i can realli train on setting more.. i realli need someone to help mi correct my probs.. nxt wk is de selection for de open cup team n national youth.. national youth shld b out of my reaches.. haha.. hope to make it to de open cup team even if sit bench.. think i really need de colours award.. de way i keep failing my tests.. i dun even hab time to catch up on my studies seeing de way my days had been packed fully.. haiz so tired.. kinda regret going into jc life.. bt i think de poly students oso kinda busy.. haha.. worried bout my pw, studies, setting.. ahh!! i think i'm going to go mad soon.. haiz.. think i'm going to start on my hw soon or i'll b dead next wk..

nt been blogging for many days.. hmm didn hab de chance to online.. shall recap a bit.. went sentosa a few days ago.. although not many ppl went.. it was fun!! n was realli very hot.. de sand was sweltering.. step on it can feel my leg being cooked.. played vb, soaked in water for a while haha.. went kayaking(pardon mi if i spell wrongli =P) too.. first time wor haha.. thanks to shirlyn for teaching mi how to.. peiyan went off earli cuz she gt piano lessons.. zihui went off around 5 too.. haha meet papa.. saw lots of ppl there too.. hmm.. after washing up we went to harbour front to eat.. cuz too many ppl waiting for bus, we WALKED all de way out.. went we reached de foodcourt we were like wha.. so tired to eat liaoz.. haha.. took some pics along de way.. quite nice.. bt i cut my hair so ugli.. eekz... spoil de pics.. haha.. i'm de redest of all haha.. n i looked like lobster eekz.. haha.. shirlyn was de blackest of all.. can compare to indian le haha.. overall it's a fun day!! hope we could go again wif a bigger grp.. let's all hab fun!!
ytd was a tiring day for mi.. woke up earli in de morn to attend lesson.. afterwhich went to eat wif joscelin n went for training.. training was ok.. not realli beri tiring.. had match after tt too.. i think we all played well ytd.. de spirit was up.. mayb it's becuz we watched jssa n rz de match.. so cool lahz.. make mi feel "hot" haha.. applauses for jurong players.. although i think they didn perform up to standard bt de 2nd set was yi ji bang.. frm rz leading 22 to 11 jurong won dem.. yey!! *claps* i think 2nd set was de best.. they fought hard n never give up.. even though they lost.. to mi i feel tt they hab won.. didn watch de 3rd set cuz we were warming up for our match.. we played 3 sets to.. de 1st set wasn't very gd.. bt we kinda expected to lose.. 2nd set we done well n lead all de way... our spirit was high n our juniors cheered for us.. 3rd set was gd too.. although they caught up alot in de middle bt we still fought on n had de last laugh.. it was cool for a team to stop training for so long n had such results.. well done gers!!!
todae.. wasn't gd.. might b bcuz of some matters tt affected some of their mood.. on the way to ccab i was still hoping tt mayb our unexpected victory ytd might pull up our morale for todae.. even if we were to lose we should lose it in a champions way.. bt i think today we juz couldn't do it.. smb didn perform to their fullest too.. bt we did worse.. haiz.. was realli disappointed.. tot tt we could take down de 2nd set.. we were leading quite a lot in front.. bt i think de mood was nt there.. actually.. should we realli gt into de 2nd round?! it might not realli b a bad thing if we did nt make it.. at least we wun hab such problems.. thurs might juz b our last match together as a team.. i hope we could end it in a nice way.. bt will i b given a chance??! tt day is the source of all probs.. haiz.. nvm.. we could still do it.. there's still a chance.. de worse feeling is regret.. i've tasted it n i dun like de feeling.. so i'll always try to nt regret any decision i make or in anithing i do.. esp during matches.. i try to make myself nt so stress as to perform better.. i keep my xing qing light too.. i think i did my best todae.. nt tt i set beri well.. bt at least i tried my best to keep de team up to cheer to smile.. bt it should b a team effort.. i shld say humans r easily affected.. emotion wise.. 1st time i c coach so quiet throughout de match.. he's face oso beri black.. haiz.. hope we'll do better tml.. jia you bahz..