Wednesday, March 14, 2007

hmm.. hadn't been in the best of mood these days.. easily fustrated.. mayb most of u never really c mi being angry or scolding ppl or wad before.. perhaps i'm nt 1 who show my emotions easily to others bah..
ytd did ot for an hr to pay for my cab fare in de morn.. haha.. when i'm about to leave office, it's raining cats and dogs outside so i decided to stay a little longer den usual hoping it'll gt smaller bt.. nah! instead it gts bigger.. have to share my small umbrella wif my colleague.. end up i'm half a body wet.. nt tt i'm nt willing to share my umbrella la.. he's half wet too haha.. so i went home.. wet n cold n hungry.. mum was watching another channel n dun let me switch to hua yang!! a little pissed off.. so i can't eat n watch at de same time.. next my dad called when i'm eating.. (my mood alrdy bad) and my mum said he tried to call me so many days n i was talking loudly at him.. so i told her my dad there recepetion lousy and he can't hear wad i say n i can't hear wad he say.. n she said... bu hui jiang ni ben.. she me recep bu hao.. wha damn pissed off la.. wad's de link.. n it's really de recepetion prob la.. wad has it gt to do with ben or nt.. tell her she oso dun wan listen.. ggrrrrrrr.....
tis morning.. was looking for another shoe to replace my heels cuz de rubber at de bottom came off.. n it's very noisy wif de metal knocking against de floor.. n mum came out n ask wad happen.. mum: hai ke yi chuan ma.. shen jing bing..
wha.. damn pissed again.. i juz dun like de noise it bring.. does crazy suit a situation like tis!!?? no point telling her de reason cuz she wun listen.. as usual... sigh..
say i'm temperamental.. well i am at times.. sometimes being too kind will gt bullied by others.. ren shan bei ren qi.. yes.. i have my pride and need ppl to listen to wad i say.. i'm indecisive bt there are certain things tt i can decide on my own and i noe how to differenciate wad is impt and wad's nt.. i might nt say it out bt yes i noe know wad i'm doing..
ok i've vent out my anger.. haha.. back to being a gd kid n go home early for dinner tonite!! u noe.. de canteen serves food in small portions n i've lunch at 1145!! a hungry man is an angry man.. muahaha...