long time no update! haha

firstly.. thanks for all the people who cared and bother to send their wishes!! seeing all the wishes made my day a brighter one!! =)
coping well at work.. at least i hope.. haha.. tho i think might have some unknown complains from the radiologists.. bt i know tt i've been too easy bout passing unsatisfactory images.. i'll work on improving my quality of work!! =X

can't help but feel a little bit disappointed.. been waiting for something tt i know would nv come.. bt at least i now know tt u don't bother.. i swear tt i would not do anything tt isn't worth it anymore..

din realise tt ytd was a significant day for another person oso.. can u still see all the things tt ur family and frens did for u? chance upon ur profile ytd.. i can see how much ur sis is missing u.. i can't image wad it will be like if my sis would leave me.. nevertheless.. i hope u're happy now.. u will always be in our hearts.. was just thinking.. if we knew tt we had so little time with u.. wad would we do? what would we say? tho i'm nt very close to u.. u'll always be the strong da jie da to me.. the smart and confident u..

1 day before the commencement of my first job!

long long long time since i last updated tis blog.. haha..
i'll b starting work soon! dunno whether i'm prepared for it anot.. bt after slacking for sooo long.. also good to have something to do la.. hols since cny till now.. might b long for some.. might nt b for others.. when to 2 countries during this period.. i'm thankful for them.. it made my hols more colourful and not so boring.. it also made time past faster.. thanks for all de people who made my holidays wonderful!! =) guess i wun have such privillege of such long holiday again.. (unless i quit and shake leg at home haha! which even if happen.. have to wait for 2 yrs after my bond end)

went for another blood test ytd cuz there's something wrong with de first one.. found out tt mum has thalassemia n i might have it too! nth serious tho.. just anemic.. bt becuz i din noe bout it.. i had to give up 3 TUBES of blood for the tests.. white blood count on the high too.. a bit worried bout tt tho.. hope it drops after the 2nd test! mayb cuz my wbc too strong tt's y i seldom fall sick! haha.. i have a strong army inside me k....... =P

since i'm outside ytd.. n couldn't find any free person to eat ice cream with me.. i decide to make dessert! haha.. initially tot of making lemon sorbet again.. bt den i changed my mind n made orea cheesecake!! long time since i made it again.. made 1 small cake only.. tho who wanna have a share of it.. come find me!! bt... while stocks last!! hee..

gonna go back to y poly to work.. a bit scared.. haha.. even had dreams bout it for a few nights already.. hope tt everything goes well.. make less mistake.. n less ppl pls.. need time to adapt.. too many ppl will just stress me up and freak me out.. haha.. it's a good thing tt i start on a thurs cuz experience tells me tt there are less patients on thurs compared to a mon!! haha.. n pls.. de in charge don't say i'm toxic.. cuz u're de one tt wants me there! haha..

tho i'm just gonna start work.. i already feel like going for another holiday! haha.. bali any takers!? bt nt so soon.. since i dunno when i can take leave!! =P

oh ya.. i received a prank call 2 days ago.. by someone who posed as my fren! n he actually replied to all my questions relating to my fren! i said how come u sound different.. he replied.. i'm having sore throat and actually cough!! n i really couldn't figure out who it is.. since he called my house phone.. which not many ppl noe of it..
you better nt be someone i know.. cuz i hate ppl cheating me! have ur fun bt at de end of de day pls tell me the truth.. not nice to have ppl hanging somewhere in de middle! how i know u might even b a stalker! eeks...

You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no

this song keep repeating on my song list.. totally relates..
i think it's long enough.. time to put an end to all this..
kick me in the ass if i soften up..
i've made up my mind.. at least i planned to..

tis is the last straw.. don't wanna hurt anymore..

it's 2010 le...

let go of 2009 and move on to the new year...
i need more courage.. i need more time..
nevertheless.. i enjoyed my last and first day of the year! had steamboat n some drinks..
smiles, laughters, all the fooling around as well as the serious talks, tears from joy n sadness.. everything in a day!
thanks for all the support tt u all had gave.. i know i'll pick up n b stronger.. =)

lazy to think of new year resolutions..
i'm gonna start work in a few mths time! shucks..
from now till graduation.. super stress period..
from graduation till work.. nobody's free at tt period!! double shucks..