relatives! pretty auntie on my left.. lucien de1st little boy frm de left 

me sis n cindy

hmm it's been a long time since i've updated..
it's de end of holidays which doesn't seem like hols.. cuz of de studying n de exams.. eekz.. dun tok bout de sad things.. haha
when to my cousin's (cindy) 21st bday chalet at east coast on 24/6.. actually wanna go blading in de morn de but man say it will rain n thus we cancelled de trip.. ended up at man's house for our usual mahjong session.. i muz say tt my luck wasn't beri gd.. in fact it was lousy haha.. anyway.. i had to leave earli to attend de party.. n guess wad.. my mum said she's going!! mayb it's not a surprise u some of u.. bt it's really rare for her to attend such events.. unless it's her side tt's organising something.. (cindy is my dad's side) it was really crowded at de party..
it's heart warming when u c everyone in ur family is so busy trying to make everything work juz to make u happy n make ur bday a memorable 1.. i think their family is really bonded n i kinda envy them.. cuz i noe tt i couldn't gt my whole family to do something like tt.. mum always grumble when she have to handle a lot of things.. n they dun seem to like de idea of organising a chalet cuz u have to clean up when everyone goes off n stuff like tt.. so u c de effort cindy's family made juz to make her happy..
anyway.. i gt to c lots of relatives tt i seldom see.. some not even once a yr.. (chi new yr) n i think i mentioned tt i like to b in my dad's side gathering in my blog (ages ago) there's more kids of my age n they're kinda more educated.. n i gt to c lucien again!! after 2 or 3 yrs.. i think tt he changed a lot.. bt still as cute as ever.. haha n his mum still as pretty.. i always gt confused over all de aunties at my dad's side cuz din gt to c dem much.. bt i rmb her as de pretty aunty.. hee.. n her husband as a sporty dad.. he take part in trilathons!! so fit can.. n i think they're super rich too.. envy envy.. all de kids around made de place very lively..
normally mum would rush us home after a while when she gt bored.. although she did do tt again.. bt we weren't de first to go off.. another amazing thing.. haha.. her mood seems pretty gd after dad went overseas.. n she's home more often.. weird..
in conclusion.. i enjoyed myself at her party!! hope for more gatherings.. =)

hmm.. quite no mood tis few days.. dunno is de stress or juz de time of de month..
sis din came back last night n guess wad.. juz like de weather.. she had a big quarrel wif mum.. hmm.. actually when she called earlier i kinda gt irritated by her too.. here's part of de conversation:
mum: what did ur sis say to u
s: nth much lar.. (dun feel like talking much to her oso)
mum: u say she call u den she never say anything meh..
s: i dunno lahz..
m: wad dunno! den did she tell u she's not coming back last night
s: ya..
m: wad time she told u
s: dunno slp already
m: wad dunno! cannot trace back mehz
s: my settings gt problem lahz (it's de truth) so de timing when i receive de msg sot sot lor
m: u den sot sot.. den buy so gd hp for wad.. use my lousy kind 1 can le..
s: u think i buy hp juz to check wad time ppl send mi msg mehz (kinda angry le..)

c how unreasonable she is.. n since tt day i came back at 3.. she's been unreasonable.. ok i noe 3 is kinda late.. bt it's like once in a blue moon mahz.. n another time when i went for gathering wif my seniors.. she called at 10 (still earli can) n as usual shouted n wan mi to go back at tt instance.. whatever lahz.. i din really care cuz we're having coffee n chatting tt time.. n i can't possibly juz walk off rite.. wad's more.. some of de seniors i dun gt to c dem often.. chat a while.. no harm.. den i came back before 12.. mind u.. before 12 is earli ok.. although she slp already.. i din escape scolding.. de next day i went lib to study n called her to tell her.. n guess wad.. kena scolding.. wad the!! say i not time conscious den say something like i'm going to call ur dad back n not care about all tis anymore.. wadeva lahz.. dad more understanding den her lahz.. i'm totally angry at her at tt time.. 11 plus is not late lahz.. wad's de big issue.. n i'm already 18 can.. not tt small little ger tt dunno wad's rite n wrong n need to b protected.. ppl say i'm dependent.. bt how can i b independent when i dun even hab de chance to learn how to.. how many ppl 18 haven go chalet (other den de 1 when i said i going for camp lah) haven ton at other ppl house (de first time i oso said i went camp haha) cannot come back after 10..
wad makes mi more angry is tt.. she dun wan us to do those things but she always does tt.. drinking.. smoking.. playing mahjong till i dunno how she play until 1000 plus.. not coming home to slp.. den if we din come home slp or even ask her.. she will scream n shout again.. she herself din set an example for us n actually wan us to obey her..
i guess she'll b out drinking tonite.. i rather she dun come back den come back n make a hell lot of noise.. i need to study n sis need to work.. we dun hab time n energy for her nonsense.. since dad went abroad she came back drunk 1 day.. n tok a lot of nonsense to rose since dad was not around to entertain her.. lucky i need to go to sch.. i hate to entertain her when she's drunk.. yuck!