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omg!! can ani one tell mi if i'm dreaming?! till now.. i still can't believe tt we make it to de finals.. i actualli can experience for myself de feeling to b playing in toa payoh sports hall.. MY GOD!! firstly, we shocked lots of ppl by making it to top 8 den top 4 n finally won over de hot favourite aj.. although i think tt we're quite lucky throughout de games, i noe tt tis is wad we deserved.. we trained hard for dem.. we were mentally strong..
we were trashed by aj in de first round.. bt we did nt give up.. we fought on n won tj..
we were trashed by nyj in de second round and again.. we created a miracle n won hc n sa.. although all those matches we won were 2-1 bt it shows tt we r mentally strong n will nt give up till de very last min.. had some frens in hc n sa.. dunno if i should feel sad or happy to win dem.. esp. hc.. cuz de last point of de 3rd set.. i serve a super tyco ball.. if tt ball falls into our court.. think we might nt win dem..when i saw dem cry.. was feeling kinda guilty cuz it's like i've cheated.. n some of my gd frens are in hc.. bt we did nt gu fu dem.. we won aj!!
for semi's we are playing best of 5 sets so we muz win 3 sets in order to win... we won dem 3-2.. was quite amazed tt we took down de 1st set w/o much effort.. comparing wif de first time we played wif dem.. at first i was quite worried tt my stamina would nt take mi through the 5 sets.. bt i was amazed tt even at de 3rd set i wasn realli tired.. back to de game.. de 2nd set we had some problems and i think we kinda tensed up cuz we were thinking of winning.. mr tay calmed us down by calling us to smile and relax.. he told us to play for fun n nt for winning.. de 3rd set we couldn't catch up... no 11 serve was great.. she ended de game by serving a few aces.. for de 4th set.. we were all relaxed cuz we didn expect tt we would win.. no 11 spiked a few very powerful n great balls.. despite de fact tt one of their main player sprained her leg at de first set.. they fought on.. their fighting spirit was there.. bt i think tt de pressure was on their side so they kinda stress.. 4th set was very close.. i almost feel my heart jumping out at certain part of de game.. they were leading 24 22 when i serve.. i was so stress i didn noe whether to serve it high or ping4.. bt their 1st ball was terrific.. i wasn't confident of an ace.. so i juz did my best n hope for a miracle.. fortunately they fumbled a little.. n we manage to catch up wif dem.. *phew* de 5th set.. we were leading all de way.. bt they did a few great spikes too.. bt i still think tt we relax.. so we played to our potential.. we played smart.. dunno y when it was my turn to serve.. i was like trembling.. haha.. de 3rd serve i served it down de net.. (oppz) bt lucky we're like leading by 2 pts!? i noe we wun make silly mistakes after tt.. n true enough... we won... i cannot describe de feeling... when de last whistle sound.. we were jumping n screaming at de top of our voices.. it was a dream come true.. we didn expect to win.. we juz wanted to do our best.. mr tay's strategy prove tt playing vb was all about mind work.. to play smart n nt to play hard.. as long as u do ur best.. u would gt results tt u didn noe u r able to acheive.. i admired aj's libero.. her first ball was terrific!! n no 2.. she's my fren.. although nt beri close.. she's been reserve for so long bt when she went into de court.. she managed to dig up every spikes.. she's great!! and of cuz no 11.. her spikes were so powerful.. i would still clap for her even if we couldn't dig up de ball.. no 7 didn realli spike much.. all in all.. they were a great team.. =)
when i went to c de b gers finals.. i imagined wad it would b like to play in toa payoh sports hall.. i never tot tt i could play in there.. mayb in my dreams.. when i found out tt 3rd n 4th playing in ccab i was like sian diao lorz.. didn noe tt we would walk so far.. exceed our expectations.. our acheivements.. i'm juz so excited.. after de semi's we went to celebrate zihui's bday.. think tt's her best bday present.. haha till 11 of may.. we will nt give up.. we will do our best till de very last whistle.. team jj will rock toa payoh sports hall!! jia you!!

stress

we lost to ny on thurs.. wasn't a very gd match.. 9-25 11-25.. sad as we might b.. we will nt gib up till de very last match.. very last whistle.. ppl learn frm defeats.. learn to fall before succeeding.. we will stand up again.. there's a match on mon.. vs hc.. tis few days beri stress.. trainings more tough den before.. first time i c coach so fierce.. went nan hua pri to train on fri.. floor beri slippery.. bt i feel tt their spikes r more powerful.. train in sch todae.. was beri hot cuz we trained in de afternoon.. think we all sai till beri black.. my face beri red.. like tomato haha.. their spikes were powerful too.. every one is working hard towards a common goal.. top 4.. although i beri bu she de de seniors bt everything has an end.. bt i hope it will b a happy ending for us.. hc had been kicking us out of top 4 for de pass 2 yrs.. we will nt let tis happen again rite?! jia you everyone!!
something beri amazing happened todae.. i was waiting for bus to go to sch.. den at de bus stop i saw someone beri familiar bt i juz dun rmb hu she is.. bt when i board de bus n sit down.. she suddenli ask..
her: u r sharon rite?
me: ya?!
her: u rmb mi?
me: (puzzled face) eh.. no
her: i'm julie ur Kindergarden fren or something
me: (shocked) oh ok...
didn tok for a while.. haha i'm still in a shock tt she actualli recognise mi when i dun hab de slightest idea hu she is! bt i think i rmb there's such a person lahz haha.. was beri curious how cum she recognise mi so...
me: how come u recognise mi ar..
her: u didn changed at all lorz.. juz tt last time u gt long hair n now u gt short hair..
me: (super shocked) haha izzit..
her: rmb we used to pass xmas cards to each other when we were like living next block to each other?
me: (stunned) smile..
her: is it bcuz of my specs tt u didn recognise mi? cuz many ppl cannot recognise mi when i change specs..
me: haha (confused)
all in all.. i'm stunned... haha.. was amazed tt a kindergarden fren actualli could recognise mi.. n rmb such small details like how we pass xmas cards n my hair long or short.. i feel bad tt i didn recognise her lah haha.. bt if i c her again i'll rmb haha.. bt it's kinda weird to tok cuz no topic.. so i didn tok much to her haha.. oh ya.. my face actualli didn change much frm kindergarden till now.. how interesting.. haha..

it had been a tiring wk for mi.. in fact it's more den a wk.. we had trainings everyday for de past 2 wks.. including sat.. so tired.. n i feel tt i'm going to fail all my test cuz i dun quite understand de lesson.. haiz..
we had a match on mon.. against aj.. we didn really perform bt at least we did nt give up easily.. although de scores were kinda ugly.. (25-16 , 25-10) i dunno y lately my setting was like going down de slope.. accelerating every second.. haiz.. mayb it's my confidence level dropping.. hurt my finger during tis match.. bt nt beri serious lahz.. juz gt blood clot den beri ugly..
had a match against tj on fri.. it's nt an easy 1 bt we still manage to win dem 2-0.. de score was very close (21-25 , 23-25) de 1st set was ok.. we either lead dem or equal.. they didn manage to pull de score far.. de 2nd match was draining.. at a certain period of time they were leading bout 7 points.. although i wanted to fight on i kinda going to lose hope.. bt i know we gt a set advantage so i'm nt going to gib up.. we were all exhausted.. if we gt into de 3rd set i dun think we can make it.. luckily we manage to chase up wif de score n finally beat dem.. we were all beri happy.. at de sound of de whistle we all jumped n cheered.. bt after tt i wasn't really tt happy cuz i noe i didn perform.. gt a little scolding frm mr tay.. bt he was still happy wif de results.. so didn say much.. kena hit on de head by de stupid no 15.. n they cheered so loudly.. stupid.. was so angry at tt time.. told 1 of my senior to revenge for mi haha.. she did hit another person face.. i didn like tj for de fact tt there's lots of cch ppl in there.. esp de no 15.. hated her frm dunno when.. de face all so snobbish like they're de king of de world.. was kinda evil to keep laughing bt de winners always hab de last laugh.. was gloating when i saw their sad face.. think tt they cried bt mayb they didn wan us to noe so they wiped it off.. it was nt obvious tt they cried.. i learnt alot frm tis match.. it was an experience tt i didn gt when i was in hy.. in hy, wheneva we were lagging by 5-7 points, it's a gone match cuz we cannot catch up even if we do we will still lose de match.. bt in jj it proved tt as long as we do nt gib up n fight to de end.. miracles can happen.. anything can happen..
there's a match tml.. against mj.. nt supposed to lose bt de ball is round.. ytd training was a disaster.. mr tay wasn't beri happy.. bt i guess we were all tired.. we needed rest.. my legs r aching cuz of de training ytd.. kinda tough.. anyway we will nt slack.. we will b de 1 to enter de 2nd round.. jia you!! hope my setting dun worsen day by day.. gonna do hw now.. cya!

05s32

i wan to comment tt i hab a great class.. even though we onli noe each other for a wk.. i dun feel out of place in class.. normally i wun b close to de class cuz i'm always busy wif vb trainings n stuff.. 05s32 rox!! haha tis wk was a tired 1 cuz we had trainings everyday.. even todae.. played at ccab wif de boon lay twins haha.. they so qiang.. omg.. i feel exhausted lorz.. bt i feel tt our bond is getting better day by day.. mon is our match against aj le.. heard tt they r very gd.. bt no fear.. haha.. hope tt we wun make stupid mistakes on tt day lahz.. dun wanna hab a lousy start.. n yes.. once we conquer aj we hab nth to fear.. our grp is strong lahz.. bt i believe we can do it.. haha toa payoh.. here we come.. hopefully lahz.. 2 more days.. feel so nervous..
went to watch b gers finals ytd.. bt onli manage to catch 1 set jiu muz go off for training.. sianz.. haha.. beri exciting.. 1st match jiu so close fight le.. n heard tt they played 5 sets all beri close fight.. haiz.. i missed a gd show heez..
had lots of hw lately.. n wif all de trainings.. i dun really cope wif my studies.. like there's lots to learn.. didn do ani revision oso.. always rush hw jiu go to slp.. next wk even worse.. hab competitions.. think will leave earli n miss lots of lectures n tutorials.. haiz.. already so blur le still miss so much lessons.. haiz.. bt nvm haha.. if can touch de champion trophy i think it's still worthwhile.. aniway i gt lots of time to catch up wif studies.. provided i kick of my laziness haha..

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hmm.. due to de fact tt i didn realli go to de camp... i didn find it super fun lahz.. bt i dun deny tt it's quite fun.. haha.. mayb if i went to jj nite it would b more fun haha.. aniway.. we learn cheers n dances.. de dances were cool haha.. bt too bad lahz.. no ideal partner haha.. n it's getting worse everyday!! haha oppz :x had trainings more den camp tis few days.. didn stay overnight oso.. so it's almost like i'm not in de camp lahz.. bt i've spot some shuai ges.. haha..
omg... competition is coming.. n next wk we will train everyday.. ah!!! so xiong lorz.. n hope my mama wun scold.. haiz.. will b coming home late everyday.. worst still.. sch start le.. sure will kena nag n nag.. hmm.. scared i'll miss lectures due to training.. bt it's de first time i feel tt studies not more impt den trainings haha.. mr tay power lahz.. can confront de teacher cuz she asked mi to hab make up lesson.. haha.. bt it's our final sprint le bahz.. we're facing our strongest opponent on april 11.. once we pass tt obstacle.. it will b a smooth path for us.. wish us luck bahz.. =)