Juz watched finish "qing chu yu lan".. I like de ending.. quite meaningful although it's kinda expected lahz.. shall gib a brief summary of de story.. there's tis teacher, ruoshi who is sandwiched upon 2 guys.. de principal, jicai and another guy teacher, zhengliang.. ruoshi was with zhengliang before until she knew tt zhengliang indirectly cause de death of her ex husband.. thus broke up wif him.. jicai was always around her and supporting her.. her ex husband son was down wif leukemia and jicai saved him therefore she’s grateful to him.. both is so good to her thus leaving her wif a dilemma.. she finalli decide to leave for de States without choosing ani of dem.. however at de last min.. she finalli realize tt she had been surpressing herself n de 1 she really loves is zhengliang..
Tis quote was mentioned in de drama.. even if u're heartbroken.. de heart continues beating.. life still goes on.. I feel tt it's beri true.. n I'd like to give an advice to mi sis.. she had broken wif her bf.. n I saw her tearing away juz now.. hope she can understand de msg.. broken relationships are part n parcel of life.. a new relationship will start onli when de old one ends.. without a relationship ur love life is a blank sheet.. I really dun understand y does she have to despair for some time after every relationship.. n onli end up to regret and tok bout how stupid u r in de past.. to give up de things u like juz becuz of a stranger who had to cross ur path.. perhaps I've nt experience such relationships to really give my opinions.. ppl say watching tv is bad bt I think tt through such real life dramas.. we learn how to handle stuffs.. my sis even bought a 40 plus book to make her gt over of tis failed relationship.. she still thinks tt she is strong n independent and doesn’t show her weak side.. in her blog she even lament y she is so strong tt she doesn't think for herself.. and doesn't wan to worry others over her probs.. I dunno whether to laugh or wad.. as her sis.. I would always c her weaker side.. n perhaps she really doesn't show out her emotions easily by nt crying in front of others.. keeping ur probs to urself means u r strong n independent!? Den I must say my family have such genes cuz I think tt my whole family is littat.. my mum would only show her weak side when she's drunk.. I seriously think tt she's nt strong cuz she is very grouchy wheneva she's unhappy.. n I can guess easily wad is happening to her.. heartbroken or in love.. she juz writes it all over her face lahz.. bt I oso feel sorry for her lahz.. even if I'm nt really happy wif her I still try to calm down n nt quarrel wif her.. anyway.. juz hope she quickly gt over it lahz.. it's gd for everyone tt way..
juz read my sis's blog.. din noe tt she had such encounters n now i noe y she prefered my dad den my mum.. i realli dunno whether it's dang ju zhe mi or wad.. cuz i feel tt mum loves her alot.. dad has always been de more lenient 1 n whenever there's bad news he's always de first to noe.. although mum is strict bt she still cares for us.. for example.. whenever sis is coming home for dinner mum will cook soup.. she'll always leave soup for her even if sis doesn't come home for dinner.. recently mum was quite often home during weekends.. (not quite normal cuz in de past 17 yrs she's seldom at home during wk ends..) whenever dad suggested going out to eat.. sis will say she doesn't want.. n we will end up eating nearby cuz mum wanna buy food home for her.. sometimes i realli hate her for tt.. i'm really sick of eating at jurong west.. mayb mum was realli more strict in de past.. bt she juz doesn't want us to walk on de wrong path.. n tt's wad she went into.. she even mentioned in her blog tt mum call mi not to tok to her!? i dun rmb anithing like tt lahz.. bt i noe tt they always quarrel bt it's always bcuz she did de wrong thing.. hello.. wad could b rite to b an ah lian n take up smoking when u're juz 14!?!? perhaps it's bcuz she's there to b my "role model" tt's y i'm so guai lahz.. haha.. since young i swear not to b like her.. smoking n commiting suicide stuff.. yuckz.. i think she's stupid at tt age cuz a ger 5 yrs younger can think better den commiting suicide juz bcuz she quarrelled wif her bf!?! bt studies wise.. she's smarter lahz.. i oso dunno how her mind works...