Thursday, April 23, 2009

hmm i wonder is it post attachment stress.. busy and headaches over reports.. constantly changing de way it's being presented.. worrying bout grammer etc... sigh..
i noe everybody needs frens (help) in one way or de other.. bt sometimes i just wish to be alone.. so tt i dun have to worry bout their views.. n dun have to give an ans to wadever i done.. it's not tt i mind being a bad guy.. i can be de one to break de news even if i find it hard.. or even expect wad reactions i'll be getting.. bt it certainly dun help when others sit n say nth.. it feels like i'm de only 1 tt is taking de blame.. hai..
a lot of things are troubling me lately.. even de iphone!! it was damaged even before i started using it.. -.- already headache over how to activate it n stuff.. n now.. cuz de sim card tray was stuck.. so when pulling out.. it broke!! don't even noe where's de 1 and only service centre in sg..
i think most of de time i'm a procrastinor.. bt sometimes i'm rash too.. for eg.. i already bought de iphone casing online regardless of de price n even tho i haven activate de phone.. who noes.. i might end up not able to use de phone or wadever tt happens.. does it really pays to wait?!
prob wad u had waited for might not eventually be wad u get.. likewise wad u get may not be wad u want.. nobody can predict de future... probably timing n fate does play a part in certain decisions u make..
people like to say if only... or what if.. at least it does happen in my case.. can i conclude tt life is full of regrets?! or as time goes by ppl's thinking change?!

did i think too much??
or this is wad u call intuition..
or m i just purely rash..
m i regretting?
r u regretting?
hai....

troubles don't come alone.. (huo bu dan xing) mum was sick for quite some time.. now i've a horrible sore throat.. hope i dun lose my voice soon.. heard there's a flu bug going around.. take care peps..

pls let tis troubled period past fast!!
where r u when i needed u most...
strepsils pls...

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