another match down.. vs np..
kena disappointed tt day.. de whole team is like zombies on de court.. where's de spirit against sp n rp!? even if lost at least we fought.. at least lost with pride.. all those things tt wun normally happen all happened ytd.. i dunno if it's my setting lousy or wad.. de spikers all weird weird de.. when we're leading de feeling was like we're losing by a lot.. when we caught up wif dem de feeling oso nt there.. de whole thing was like very wrong lor..
it makes me feel like there's no point rushing here n there.. n i dun look forward for the nxt match.. which is tml or rather later at night.. haha i have a test on fri which due to my busy schedule.. i haven even study for it yet.. bt still i'll go for de match la.. since i'm in it.. i think it's only rite to be present.. sigh i hope tml will nt b like ytd.. it's no fun playing in such atmosphere..
tml having driving test.. hope i'll pass it tis time.. kinda scary.. haha.. i'll bring a bk to read so i'll b less nervous while waiting.. wadever it is.. hope tml turns out well.. exams coming soon.. stress is piling up.. i've nt study!! ahh.. help!!!
i feel my life going hay wire now.. nth seems to be on the rite track.. things i once tot was going well suddenly took a turn.. hai.. kena depressing.. should i b pro active or juz wait.. mayb my intuition is wrong all the while.. it was never tt way n never will it be..