dePressiNg..

sigh.. dunno tis yr i fan tai sui or wad.. shld go bai bai le.. been feeling quite unlucky.. for de earlier unfortunate events u all can c de previous post..
today i brought my phone to service.. mayb it's nt a gd day la.. i lost my memory card.. it was so tiny so i oso dunno where to put it.. if put in my bag, i scared will lost.. so i threw it in my hp pouch.. bt haiz.. wad's going to happen is still going to happen eventually.. :(
worst still.. i dunno when it dropped.. sigh.. nt sad bout de songs la since it's all in de com.. bt it's de pics.. y is it always bout pics!!?? mayb i'm nt fated with memories.. anyway.. i'm very sad la.. haizzz... in addition de sim card contacts is like so cocked-up la!! i already copy everything from my phone to de sim card before i take for servicing.. bt de spare phone i'm using like nt updated.. those ppl who change phone no. it still remain as de old 1.. n all my vb mates.. classmates phone no. is totally nt reflected la.. bt den.. some contacts tt i recently added only is still inside leh.. really no idea wad happen sia.. anyway if anyone of u change phone no during last yr to tis yr period.. pls tell me cuz i dunno if i have de correct no.. and sorry if i asked who r u when i obviously "should" know ur no.
i'm easily affected by my emotions.. can totally c it during training today la.. never experience 3 "piu qiu" in a row man.. nt once in my 6 yrs of vb life.. totally no mood.. tried to focus bt cannot leh.. still feel very moody.. hai.. today is my last day of exams b4 hols.. supposed to b a happy n carefree day.. totally spoiled my mood.. nxt wk still gt 2 short camps.. which is also equal to 1 whole wk of camp la.. dunno wad will happen.. bad feeling sia.. mum's nt happy wif my camps.. sigh.. i oso dun wanna go la.. bt ya.. dun have a choice.. unless i quit.. which is quite irresponsible.. although sometimes i tink of quitting.. de long journey and late hrs back home with early lessons de nxt day.. haha.. guess i'm old at de game le.. nt as enthu as before le..
i'm gonna go to bed n hopefully i can wake up feeling better tml.. hope i dun have any nightmare! haha.. nitez peps..