tis is a new yr and a new start for everyone.. firstly, wish everyone a happy 2006 and may ur road be smooth always..
shall start wif de countdown.. went boon lay to countdown on new yr's eve.. been going there for bout 3 yrs le.. haha i noe it's boring bt no choice lahz.. lazy to go n squeeze wif ppl.. n wad's impt is de company u're in.. nth much happened lahz.. juz tt we sat a free bus ride home cuz de bus is packed wif ppl n we eventually went in frm de back door.. n for ur info.. there's no entry scanner at de back door..
1 bad news at de 1st day of sch (wad a way to start tis yr..) i still failed 1 sub.. bt eventually.. principal let all of us promote.. juz like wad mr tay said.. it's bad n gd news.. he actually came over after work to have a tok wif mi.. juz to give me some advices bahz.. all along i noe tt i'm a person without goals bt it took me tis long to realise tt how dangerous such a situation is.. so for now.. i'm in search for a target which i can work towards to..
shall share some of mr tay's words..
how do u define a millionair? a rich man or someone who had struck toto?! for him.. a millionair is someone who can lose a million onli to earn it back.. and someone who had struck toto is juz a rich man wif a million dollar in his pocket..
i'm quite amazed tt he can actually say out some of our character.. and it's all quite true.. de time i spent wif him is onli about 2 mths plus.. (until vb finals..) n he could already see our character through our actions.. n de reason behind my constant failure is because i have no goals.. no ambition to work towards to.. so i juz anyhow walk which is de first step off de path..
next is some chim chim china words.. bt i juz roughly describe bahz.. first is xiu shen which is cultivate urself.. den ding jia.. which is after cultivating urself den u can stablise ur family.. family is very impt cuz in times of danger mayb all ur frens may not help u.. n if anything goes wrong in life u can jolly well go home n cry.. next is ping guo.. which is after u kao dim urself n family den u can look at de larger picture which is ur country.. n finally something related to world de.. (too noisy can't hear him say..) bt i roughly gt de idea lahz.. it's step by step process.. so now i muz xiu shen first.. n schs are meant to let u cultivate urself..
i've set some new yr resolutions which i seldom make.. cuz i'm juz living day by day without any plans..
1. noe wad is my target..
2. strive towards my target..
3. learn to be more decisive.. (instead of anything all de way..)
4. learn to stand up from set backs..
and my wish for new yr is to do well in my studies.. or rather improve lahz.. cuz now is really beri jia lat.. if i sidetrack along de way.. someone pls remind me.. cuz i noe i have weak determination.. i'm easily swayed!!