Wednesday, October 12, 2005

end of promos

didn update for some time.. promos had ended.. n well.. results are all out.. as expected.. failed all a subs.. haiz.. suddenli i c no light in front of mi.. mayb i expected for a miracle? i dunno.. bt i'm still hoping tt somehow de teachers can pull mi up.. bt mayb i shld realli think bout other alternatives.. even if i gt promoted m i able to pull myself up?! or do i realli deserve another chance?! haiz.. i dunno anithing.. i'm juz hoping for de best.. i dunno wad to tell mi parents.. i dunno wad to expect.. i dunno wad to do.. i juz feel so lost... had training on mon.. realli didn feel like going.. didn wan anyone to ask mi bout my results.. i tried so hard to hide everything.. heng training was quite ok.. manage to pass tt few hrs.. feeling some aches now.. haha old liaoz..
had been watching stairway to heaven tis few days.. it's nice n touching bt i didn cry at all.. haha no heart.. i like de song.. n chengjun is beri beri shuai!! as usual.. korean shows almost have de same plot.. n i noticed tt they almost cry in every disc.. bt well.. to find a guy like chengjun i think it will onli happen in dramas.. haha..
i feel so tired.. i juz hope tis wk will pass quietly....

when i'm going through all tis.. who was there for mi?

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