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eekz.. todae is de big day.. it's chi oral for a levels!! n i think i totally screwed it.. hmm including de ones i took when i was in pri sch... i think tis is de worst 1 tt i've done.. de reading part.. eekz.. so jerky all de way.. it's like a car travelling on a road of stones.. i even stop halfway suddenli cannot continue.. n de examiner asked mi not to b nervous.. kind rite?! i think they're nice ppl.. haha de conversation was ok lahz.. didn realli do execptionally well.. n when i was about to go.. i asked dem for my ezlink which i kept it at de start n apparently.. i forget bout it!!! so embarrassing can... bleahz.. i think converse more in eng now tt's y when i read it's not fluent.. ok nt tt i speak totally eng bt it's more frequent den when i was in hy.. n i'm partly affected by huai an!!!! he read so loud lahz.. n he's command of chi stronger.. in circumstances like tt.. wun u feel stress!? i think it's onli when he ended tt i started to calm down.. okok.. stop finding excuses.. haha i'm lousy.. i admit.. argh... aniway.. oral is a small part of de chi exams.. so i shall nt stress myself further.. n u noe.. i've gt lots of pimples now already?!!? there's 3 tests tis wk.. mon was maths test n wif my intelligence.. u shld noe how i do rite.. (flunk) tues was econs test n worse.. couldn even gather my tots n i was writing all rubbish n it's so short can.. disgusting.. fri we're having phy test n i noe tt i couldn't gt past tt too.. haiz.. if onli life is as easy as abc.. think i've been slacking all de way since start of sch.. de days past very quickly n in de blink of an eye.. common tests r round de corner.. so hate jc life.. bt de ppl in jj r all very nice... de teachers too.. realli enjoy my stay in jj... bt obviously nt studying.. haha
todae's my sis grad nite.. bt they onli giv 2 tickets.. n i wasn't realli interested in going.. so i stayed home.. my mum wanted us to take a family photo wif my sis in her grad gown.. my mum oso said tt we will take another 1 when i grad.. haha i told her tt wait till i can realli grad den say.. expectations can realli b horrible.. sat is de meet de parents session le.. dunno wad will they say bout my results.. haiz..
shall nt think of it now.. chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi..............