haiz..

hmm.. tis wk wasn't realli fantastic.. suddenli realise tt i had been failing most of my test.. actually didn tot much of it.. till todae when i start toking to zihui bout exams.. eekz.. had i been playing n slacking too much tt i fail to cope wif my studies?! haiz.. kinda upset lahz.. bt nt bout de results cuz i noe tt i hadn been really studying.. either toking or kinda day dream.. juz can't seem to focus.. dunno lectures too boring or wad.. always focus for a while den start drifting off.. mayb cuz i dun realli understand wad de lecturer trying to say so my mind auto shut off.. haiz.. realli lost now.. dunno how can i brush up on my work.. it's like i have 101 question marks in my head.. change a new gp tutor.. dun realli like him.. he's furni lahz.. bt i dun understand wad he's saying lehz.. zZz..
ok enough of bad stuffs.. training finally started.. waited so long for tis day.. actualli de seniors wanted to come back bt due to some stuffs.. they didn turn up.. realli miss dem a lot.. hope we could find a day when we r all free to watch de video or hab a gathering or something.. hmm.. training was ok.. teaching those new comers de basics.. kinda fun.. didn train much too cuz keep raining.. supposed to hab training on fri as well bt mr tay cancelled it cuz nt much ppl going.. bt we stayed back for a while to play too.. couldn realli confirm on de training days.. kinda frustrated by de changing of times and days.. so troublesome keep contacting ppl bout tis n tt.. hf having pre u sem for de whole of next wk.. missing trainings n de u19 cup.. bt i think it doesn't realli matter.. feel realli sorri for nt going to "pei" wif dem for de u19 cup.. realli wanted to join dem bt didn hab de time.. at least i went for 1 time rite?! haha.. a bit like gu fu coach cuz we said we wanted to join bt didn go back to train.. aniway will do my best to set well for de team.. let's jia you k?! we'll go through thick n thin together =P shall stop here le.. lappy no batt le.. think to slp.. tata!