DisLiKeS

top of de list

1. showing mi a yaya papaya attitude.. when u practically noe nuts about wad's going on..
2. act cute or pitiful to get attention.. (attention seeker)
3. hypocrites

not so hateful bt still sinful

• giving me wrong impressions.. b frank.. dun make me think tt way n u turn around to say another... i hate feeling confused..
• criticise me when u dun convince me.. u have no rite to criticise me becuz i noe more then u...
• being alone n i dun mean alone at home.. tt's superficial.. think deeper
  

if u have de above qualities... pls get OUT of my path... cuz once u step on my toes.. i'll bite! shall add on to de list if i think of others... peps.. look out for it!

ps: sorri bout de fact tt i didn blog much tis days.. nth much happen.. ;D

shall update a little since i'm so bored at work...

21.01
woke up earli n waited for my dad's fren to cum n pray.. first time seeing tiao dang.. quite interesting.. heard some chanting too in a dunno wad language.. shall assume it's sanskrit haha after tt rushed off to je complex.. meet up wif bear n com. n went swimming.. it's a quite sunny day.. did sum swimming a tanning.. sad to say.. didn realli tan dao.. after tt.. i rushed to gt some money n went home to put my things after which rushed to meet dem at chi garden.. went downtown to do a little shopping (nt mi) n finally reached home.. tired..

22.1
didn manage to send my pri sch fren off cuz her flight is way too earli.. a little guilty cuz i promised dem i'll go.. bt heng i didn cuz tis day is de fateful day when we officially become "adults"... de fare is going to suck mi dry... haha woke up earli cuz meeting dem to visit poly open house.. went to ngee ann n nanyang poly.. ngee ann's was a little dull.. juz walking around aimlessly.. saw a few familier faces.. didn expect tt ger to actually recognise mi since it had been a while since we met n we didn c each other a lot.. she's a unity vball whom i met during combine sch trials.. i couldn rmb her at first.. oppz kinda bad.. since she rmb mi haha.. after walking for a while when down to nanyang.. de sch's BIG i think i'll b lost if i was to walk alone.. we had to register upon going in.. they scan our ez link cards n i stick a baby bugs sticker there.. de person saw it n smile say "cute" i was so embarassed.. bt i'm nt going to remove it haha.. there's a kinda small shopping centre in it.. went in to buy sour plums.. i think it's expensive bt it taste nice.. the lecturer explain wad business courses there is n i think she's very frenli.. the sch's very inviting.. mayb.. juz mayb i might consider going in.. haha... after de open house.. we went ps to eat n shop.. once again i saw de unity ger in carrefour.. we r fated to meet haha.. she tot i gen zhong her.. eppz :X hmm bought a tube for my sis.. kinda cheap for her bday present haha.. bt it's de tot tt counts rite.. went home earli tt day.. watched tv.. peace out..

23.01
nth much happen.. stayed at home whole day.. play com n watch tv n slp.. very nice.. haha

y iS tiS hAppEninG

i juz heard de news tt my juniors r having conflicts again... de westzone is nearing n i'm worried for dem.. wad de hell is happening!? i hav walked through tis road n i cannot turn back animore.. the yr hab passed de competitions had end.. we hab thousands of regrets bt we cannot make it rite animore... we fumbled at de wrong moment.. we made it to de zone finals... we made it top of our grp.. bt we fumbled at de match against nygh.. n we lost our spirit lost our moral.. we went all de way down at de 3 n 4th placing.. we ended up wif a 4th... i would nber forget de look in our eyes... in coach eyes... we do not gib a damn for the 4th trophy.. we can do w/o it.. prize giving day should b happy for us.. bt when we took de bus n saw de stadium.. we r nt at all excited.. as we approach de stadium.. watery eyes.. painful memories flashed through our minds.. bt before we went into de stadium we forced a smile out... we encourage each other as a team.. things went well in nationals until de last game.. against wrs.. we r nt under stress as we r already out.. bt we lost... de last game of our sec sch life ended juz like tt... we cried.. almost all of us.. we feel de pain.. we bu gan xin.. bt wad can we do.. i hate myself for not performing.. i regret tt i didn train well enough.. although coach may act unreasonable at times.. he's a gd coach.. no coach would give out treats to his students like he did.. no coach would buy us things.. he's pay was nt much bt he's willing to give up more juz for us.. we felt guilty.. we ended up in tt way.. full of regrets.. i do not wan my juniors to walk de same road as us.. do not giv up ur last yr like we do.. do not hab ani regrets... u wan to quarrel u can wait till after de match.. it's de last time u go out as a team like tis... pls dun b childish at a moment like tis.. it's crucial.. dun nt let ur emotions control u.. dun gu fu coach.. gu fu us (seniors).. most impt.. gu fu urself.. dun let all ur sweat.. tears.. experience... efforts go to a waste.. do not follow in our footsteps... if ani of u happen to c tis entry pls try to resolve wadeva conflict u hab.. u will not hab a chance to turn back..
-regrets mean that you had not done ur best-

laZy b0neS

eepz.. i pon ten todae.. it's partly true tt i'm nt feeling well... bt i think de biggest reason i didn go work todae is i'm lazy n hab office blues... haha aniway i realli love de quality time i spend at home todae.. although whole day at home, i dun feel sianz at all haha.. bt todae de weather beri good for swimming.. sad didn call "kahkie" go swimming.. aniway i'm going tml.. hope it dun rain haha... aniway.. i'm feeling quite ok now.. haha slpin is de best medicine.. i'm still quite strong afterall =x haha.. watching american idol now.. no shuai ge gimmi bio.. haha... bt de singing quite furni.. some super horrible haha... nth much to blog now.. bye!

/-gloomy-\

dunno wad's wrong wif mi todae... back aching n getting restless.. eyes bloodshot n pain... hmm is tis de symptoms of sickness or i juz purely lack in slp.. i cannot concentrate at work todae.. i reached office n my eyes hurts.. den my back starts to ache n i cannot find a comfortable position... n wad's sad is ye san changed back his playlist to jay zhou.. omg... i'm sick of hearing it.. oh no.. now i'm feeling hot n cold... anione noe a doc?! ah!!! i wish to go home... omg another 5 hrs to go.. how m i going to tahan?! hope i dun make any horrible mistake in de pricing or else wo hui si de hen nan kan... y here no sick bay for mi to lie during my lunch break... ahh!! i feel like dying... somebody h..e..l....p...

/-foRevEr-\

wonder y i keep hearing tis song (forever)... a while i heard it on yesan's com a while de radio is playing it.. wad's surprising it tt gold 90.5 will play it.. haha it's quite an old song lahz bt bu zhi yu old dao wu shi nian dai tt kind lorz.. more likely to hear it on class 95 rite?! haha it's nt tt tis song is not nice lahz.. in fact.. i love it!! it's a nice song lahz.. juz tt it tends to bring some memories back.. P.S: dun kpo ask mi.. dunno den continue dunno.. noe den happy lorz.. haha
deep inside my heart u leave me never....
haiz.. my dad not going to drive mi home tonite.. n my mum is not going to cook as my dad n sis both r nt eating.. sad.. dunno y i start to love home haha.. at least i like to stay home more den staying in office.. haha.. de air con in de office is finally working.. bt now it's freezing cold haha.. shall update about my weekends..
i wanna hold u till de fear in me subside..

15/01
i spend half of sat slpin.. de other half i went down to great world city to look for peifen aka bear.. actualli i intend to pei her during de 1 hr break.. after tt drop down to OG in chinatown to buy things.. and finally go home n enjoy dinner.. bt.. my plans gt all jumbled up.. firstly becuz there's a job offer for mi to promote pepsi on sun so i stayed till alan come.. secondly.. i'm lazy to shop alone.. it's 6 when i feel like going off.. so i change my mind n help her wif promoting milo n at de same time waited till 8 for her.. so she can pei mi go OG.. which in de end we didn go becuz of de road block n it's very troublesome.. haha she should gimmi sort of 25 bucks for working for half day rite?! bt she beri "cat" haha.. so ended up wif her buying biscuits for mi.. *yum yum* haha beri "cat" horz... bt nvm lahz.. since i hab nth to do.. n de i hab free biscuits to eat... i forgive her haha.. it's still quite a joyable day bahz

16/01
i cannot slp till i happy.. hab to wake up at 10.. sad... nearli late on meeting bear.. heng my dad drive mi to lakeside.. haha.. start work.. beri sianz.. there's a guy hu is supposed to b working wif mi bt he super big slacker.. n even gt chased off by de manager.. n he really went off! left mi working alone.. n i can't take double pay.. how sad.. de working part quite ok.. n i dun think my sales beri gd considering de fact tt i'm promoting PEPSI.. bt wadeva haha.. i'll still gt de same pay.. :P after work.. we drop down to OG n do some shopping.. i finally bought my shorts! haha.. n i hab auntie qualities growing in me haha.. after tt.. i sat mrt back to je n my dad called mi.. haha he shun lu can drive mi home.. great haha.. when i went home i'm dead tired n i hab to wake up earli de following day so i roughly packed my things n rush to bed.. bt.. beri sad.. i can't fall aslp.. i think i fell aslp at 12 plus.. sad... lacked of slp!! *yawnz*

todae started off quite ok.. hope it'll b like tis till de end of de day.. i'm happy becuz i finally gt this big rock of my shoulder.. i told ye san (my head of dept) tt i'll b working till next fri.. yay!! i can smell freedom.. i can c zhou gong haha.. next.. ye san finally changed his jay zhou playlist!! he has so so many nice nice songs lor.. oso dunno y he keep sticking to his jay playlist.. finalli he's sick of it to haha.. now i hab nice music to listen to.. so happy haha.. last.. todae's nt a busy day! which means i can slack -like wad i'm doing now- haha.. hope later there will b a never ending flow of work.. ok.. i juz "heard" an email coming in.. shall blog again if i can.. bye for now!

-=m0nDay bLuEs=-

omg.. i'm so so so so busy todae.. morning still ok.. until a pivotal came n ask mi to set up so many items onwards.. de work juz keep piling up.. even when eating lunch i hab to work half eat half.. until now den i can drop in here.. aniway.. it's after work already.. haha i'm nt going to jia ban.. juz waiting for my dad to drive mi home so i shall blog a little first.. oh ya.. while working i gt de news of my juniors' vb match.. congrats to dem for de victory in de first match.. keep up de good work! n jia you wor.. haha.. oppz.. dad's call.. hab to fly off! *swish*

sPeCiaL tHanKs

this post is dedicated to those hu helped mi -tis blog idiot- to make tis blog look nicer to u guys.. haha ok.. firstly.. muz xie xie ah bear.. help mi create tis blog n do all those stupid stupid procedures.. n for her choice of background.. next.. muz thank huiping.. for telling mi those colour n wadeva stuff haha.. bt beri sad arz.. my grass brain can understand bt cannot do.. oppz =X end up she hab to help mi wif everything.. haha i'm beginning to think tt tis is not my blog at all.. i didn do anithing other den contribute to de rubbish posts haha.. aniway.. thanks guys!! without u there's no blog for mi.. haha.. i'm juz pure lazy.. =X

hi peps.. i'm back.. with a better feeling now.. bt i still feeling bored.. haha.. ok shall have an update of my life.. i moved back into my "new" house.. it's quite nice.. n most of de things hab change except some of de furniture.. it seems kinda hollow though.. when we speak there's an echo haha.. scary ar.. aniway.. i lurve my house!! my parents spend quite a lot of money on it so muz b real careful nt to destroy anithing or scratch anithing..
sometimes i wonder y do ppl say 1 thing and do another.. example.. my mum n dad.. when my dad went abroad.. can c tt she's worried about him.. bt when he's back.. she bcum so grouchy n they can't hab a peaceful conversation w/o pissing each other off or start to talk at de top of their voices in other words.. shouting.. furni rite.. bt it does happen.. very often too.. hmm after living for 16 yrs.. i conclude tt guys r masters at saying a thing n mean another.. hu noes wadeva he said to u might hab a totally different version to another person.. n y do guys always try to hitch with gers n when they find 1 tt suits dem.. they ignore others.. or even hang on to their present one -bt dun hab de same kind of feeling- until they find another better ger.. n break off with de old 1... does tis show their inferiority or they r juz trying to b a jerk.. n jerks always hab excuses behind their acts.. bt nt all guys r littat lahz.. mayb left a tiny winy grp which might b facing extinction soon haha.. 2 hrs n 15 mins more den i can go home.. zZz

LoVeLy dAy?

i begin tis new day wif a cheerful smile.. glad tt it is de end of de week.. which allows mi to slp late tonite n wake up late tml.. glad tt i'm able to wear casual instead of office wear.. it's more -me- n comfortable.. i feel old n bored n tired in office wear.. i tried not to slp in de bus on de way to work.. in case de short nap makes mi veri tired n hard to keep my eyes open in office.. n amazingly.. i did it! seems like i'm nt tt tired afterall.. however.. i start work wif a cheery feeling n when i reach lunch time.. i'm frustrated... ok.. i'm told not to read my book "openly" cuz de big boss will scold if he walks pass.. it's like hello.. u think there's lots for mi to do n i'm neglecting dem for my book!? i read onli when i have nothing to do n nt being able to read.. wad do u wan mi to do!? i can't slp.. can't read.. can't play games.. n i hab to stare at tis com n daydream!? pls lahz.. i feel like i'm in a cage man.. i rather face 4 walls at home.. i'm receiving probably less den 50 bucks -due to cpf- n i hab absolutely no freedom at all? wad de..... tt definately "make" my day man... now i'm here blogging n getting all tensed up when some one walks pass.. i'm so going to endure for 2 more wks n get my butt out of here with a big smile on my face n nt turning back at all.. bt sad to say my pocket will b tighter den ever.. haha.. peace out..

nEw bLogGie

hmm.. my first post.. n new set up.. credit should go to TAN PEIFEN.. i'm too lazy to gt de procedures done.. n it's never ending mind u.. haha.. y muz her name b in green? cuz she suddenly loves green for god knoes wad reasons.. haha aniway.. she's a great person haha.. wondering y my sudden interest in blogging? well.. it's because i'm VERY bored.. ppl may envy my job.. wondering how cum i can blog or go msn to chat when i'm working.. haha it's good in a way.. to sit n collect money.. bt idea of waking up earli n face this squary monitor is hurting mi physically n mentally.. first.. it hurts my poor eyes.. second.. i'll feel like falling aslp without my 12 hours of sui mian.. contradicting myself.. i experience a hectic day here too.. n i mean realli busy man.. dun even have time to go toilet.. n i ended up having to continue the next morning.. n i really hate a day like tt.. haha i'm troublesome rite.. i juz wan de rite amount of work.. nt too much n not too little.. haha.. mayb becuz de ppl here r too old.. i juz can't seem to communicate wif ani 1.. resulting in my loner qualities poping out.. n mind u.. my dept. only hab 2 ppl.. with my mentor moving to another dept. oh.. how lonely m i.. i lunch alone.. (packing frm either home or canteen) i sit de bus to work alone.. go home alone.. n omg.. i hate it man.. i tried introducing my dear fren into de company.. bt it didn work.. haha juz as well.. i juz need to endure for another 2 freaking wks.. muz think of a way to reject all forms of extension plans.. haha.. my butt is growing for god's sick.. try sitting for 8 plus hours.. ok enough grumbling of work... other den de above mention... it's alrite to work here haha.. shall think of de nice food i gt to enjoy at spring court later... bt beri sad.. it's my treat.. so it means burning a hole out of my already veri tight pocket..